Derrick C. Brown - “Instead of Killing Yourself” from his newest book “Strange Light”
(Source: caattnip, via wewereemergencies)
Lauren Zuniga (via acidicsarcasm)
#51 here is where we need you.
(Source: captainstickylove, via wewereemergencies)
November like a train wreck—
as if a locomotive made of cold
had hurtled out of Canada
and crashed into a million trees,
flaming the leaves, setting the woods on fire.
The sky is a thick, cold gauze—
but there’s a soup special at the Waffle House downtown,
and the Jack Parsons show is up at the museum,
full of luminous red barns.
—Or maybe I’ll visit beautiful Donna,
the kickboxing queen from Santa Fe,
and roll around in her foldout bed.
I know there are some people out there
who think I am supposed to end up
in a room by myself
with a gun and a bottle full of hate,
a locked door and my slack mouth open
like a disconnected phone.
But I hate those people back
from the core of my donkey soul
and the hatred makes me strong
and my survival is their failure,
and my happiness would kill them
so I shove joy like a knife
into my own heart over and over
and I force myself toward pleasure,
and I love this November life
where I run like a train
deeper and deeper
into the land of my enemies.
you matter.
presumably meant as a response to olive/bearkraken’s post.
#35.
sorry, 36 followers! i’m not doing a quality job as far as suicide prevention goes…oops…i’ll work on it.
29. Make a list of 50 reasons to be happy daily.
(Source: poorhumanprose)
tacos
not wearing pants
daft punk
debauchery at the playground
saying “oh god, i hope this doesn’t kill me” and it doesn’t and you can laugh
the L word
dyke haircuts
watercolors
making comics for the rest of life
Gaga
GIRLS
not sleeping, being dead means sleeping ALL THE TIME
being unabashedly inappropriate
listmaking
#36-49
also #50: when I got to 39 and then the next one, I was like…thirty-ten? so #50 is those little moments when you find your own idiocy amusing.
good cherries
bite marks on my neck
lesbros
mashups
ice cream
Candy Kitchen saltwater taffy
debauchery
nice friends with nice drugs
musicals
tumblr lesbians
vindication, to prove that I’m not weak.
i do not want to be hospitalized again. not now.
#22-34, i guess.